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[Chorus]

I'm going through changes, I'm going through changes

Lately, I really

Feel like I'm, roll'n for delph like Philly

Feel like I'm lose'n control of myself

I sincerely, apologize if all that I sound like

Is I'm complaining, but life keeps on complicating

And, I'm debating on, leaving this world this evening

Even my girls can see that I'm grieving

I try and hide it but I can't

Why do I act like I am all high and mighty

When inside I'm dying, I am finally realize'n I need...help

Can't do it myself, too weak

Two weeks I've been having ups and down

Going through peaks and valleys

Dilly dallying, around with the idea

Of ending this shit right here

I'm hating my reflection

I walk around the house trying to fight mirrors

I can't stand what I look like, yeah

I look fat, but what do I care

I give a fuck, only thing that I fear is Hailey

I'm afraid that if I close my eyes then I might see her...Shit

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I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom

Napping at noon, yeah dad's in a bad mood

He's always snapping at you

Marshall what happened that you

Can't stop with these pills, and you've falling off with your skills

And your own fans are laughing at you

It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle

Get up, be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit handled

Know you just had your heart, ripped out and crushed

They say Proof just flipped out, homie just whipped out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do that,

He wouldn't fuck'n shoot at...nobody, he'd fight first

But dwelling on it only makes the night worse

Now I'm popping Vikes, Percs, and Methadone Pills

Yeah Em tight verse, you killed it

Fuck'n drug dealers hang around me like Yes-Men

And they gon' do whatever I says, whenever I says it

It's in their best interest to protect their investment

And I just lost my fuck'n best friend, so fuck it I guess then

Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep on going through changes

My friends can't understand this new me

That's understandable man, but think how bananas you'd be

You'd be an animal too

If you were trapped in this fame, and caged in it like a zoo

And everybody's look'n at you

Whacha want me to do?

I'm starting to live like a recluse, and the truth is

Fame is starting to give me an excuse

To be at a, all-time low

I sit alone in my home theatre, watching the same damn DVD of the

First tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurts, so I fast forward

Sleeping pills would make me feel alright

And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night

I just take a couple more, yeah you're motherfucking right

I ain't slowing down for no one

I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah homie, come on dole 멷m out

Daddy don't you die on me

Daddy better hold your ground

Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice

Yeah baby hold me down

Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep going through changes

Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes

Plus somehow I'm pulling through

Swear when I come back, I'ma be bullet proof

I'ma do it just for proof

I think I should state a few

Facts, cuz I may not get a chance again to say the truth

See it just hit me, that what if I would not have made it through

I think about the things that I would have never got say to you

I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do

Hailey this one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never change

Think about her every day, we just could never get it together hey

Wish there was a better way for me to say it

But I swear on everything, I'll do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things, to explain

When it rains, guess it pours, guess it does

Wish there wasn't any pain

But I can't pretend there ain't

I ain't placing any blame, I ain't pointing fingers

Heaven knows I've never been a saint

I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history

And just today, I looked at your picture, almost as if to say

I miss you sub-consciously, wish it didn't end this way

But I just had to get away, don't know why, I don't know what else to say

I guess I'm

Don't know what I'm going through, but I just keep going through changes